WHat is WRong WIth ME?

I feel really gross.

I feel extremely angry every single fucking day.
I feel like I am going to throw up everyday.
I feel like I am going to hunt someone down and..

Blogs are really dangerous btw, I mean you can really say anything you want and the consequences are pretty limited, or limitless depending on how you look at it.

Off my meds,
"Oh, I know, you must be mad because you menstrating."
"Oh, I no, you know what, I bet it's because your off your medication."

"No, its D none of the above, I am just a Stereotype, so swallow me whole, and don't even think about spiting it out."
"I am what pretentious over 30 adults live for."
"I am here to serve your commical needs, how am I doing?"
"I am going to throw up on your inner thigh, if you don't let go of my soul, you fuck."




goo d speling is fur looosers.

CUNTS and the people that wipe their tears and sharpen their blades.....

Oh my fucking Lord Almighty STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP it.
Yes, You, I am talking to you, the person who knowingly left their putrid ignorance sheild on before they left for work.

You are a cunt, and I am mad at you. And unlike you, I can use words, not just vile body language to get across my feelings.

Who are you, Who am I? All you need to know about me, is that if, and when the time comes, when I start using the proper amount of commas, I will infact kick your ass.

It's never enough to try, you must always succeed, and evermore you realize what you will never be.

I will be someone, I don't know who,
But all I know, is I won't be you.

Playlist of the friggen week....

It's been a while since I've done one, so for your eyes only... (not really)

1. Almost Golden - Courtney Love ( she said she hated this album, but I think this song is one of my favorite songs!)

2. For once in your life- Hole ( "You just don't love me, and I just don't care, hey I never said I would play fair". One of the one liners ever!)

3. Snow - Red Hot Chili Peppers ( I used to love this song, still do, I am now learning the riff, amazing!)

4. Codine - Donovan (really good heavy drug song. his voice is really unique too, every time I hear his voice I want to watch the Blair witch project I don't know why?)

5. The difference between us - The dead weather (check out this song, and their new record!)

6. Druscilla Penny - Carpenters ( fuck all of the week?!?!?!)

7. You relly got a hold on me - The miracals ( I LOVE this song, one of my all time favorite love songs, a classic!)

There you go music fiends, here it is hot off the press.

What may be the funniest poem ever....

Poem of the week:

"Resume" by: Dorothy Parker

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And Drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.


I think this poem is friggin genious!!

Because sometimes music just dosen't do it for me....

I am going to embark on a new journey, Poem of the week, and Poet of the week as well. I have found a new love for poetry, and I really want to share it will you.

I think I have a new obsession Sylvia Plath... She is amazing, I love the poems that she writes, there so deep, so dark, so raw, but the best part is that they are from a womans point of view, and that makes them a lot better.

My new fave poem is Edge, by Slyvia Plath.
This poem is very raw, and very mythical. I think I know where Courtney Love got her writing style, its very much like Sylvia Plath.
The poem edge in my opinion is talking about a woman miscariging, however that interpretation could be totally off, its just how I took it.

Read it for yourself:

The woman is perfected.
Her dead
Body wears the smile of accomplishment,
The illusion of a Greek necessity
Flows in the scrolls of her toga,
Her bare
Feet seem to be saying:
We have come so far, it is over.
Each dead child coiled, a white serpent,
One at each little
Pitcher of milk, now empty.
She has folded
Them back into her body as petals
Of a rose close when the garden
Stiffens and odors bleed
From the sweet, deep throats of the night flower.
The moon has nothing to be sad about,
Staring from her hood of bone.
She is used to this sort of thing.
Her blacks crackle and drag.


Many people would say this poem is fucked up ramblings by a mentally ill woman, but guess what general "healthy" society, without crazy mental woman, poetry would be lifeless and meanless, it would be dead. I personally love this piece of art. HAAAMAZING!!!

PS On a random side note, this Saturday I will be buying tickets to go see Hole at first Ave. I am so beyond happy, I can't believe this is really happening!!